Horrible memories are back again

My horrible memories

They haven't a friend

Sayin' it before

Now do it again

Memories of tragedies

Memories you scare me

I'm gonna inebriate them

I'm gonna inebriate them

I will get it

And I will use it

To my advantage

Right up to the brink

Of damage

I will suck from it

Every juice

Every drop

Put to use

You don't know shit

So leave me be

I wanna wallow

In self pity

It's happy hour on a sad train

I need these drinks to dull the pain

So don't you question how do I cope

Oh can't you see there is no hope

No reason though it rhymes

21 hours just me and mine

I will get it and I will use it to my advantage

Right up to the brink of damage

You don't know shit

So leave me be

I wanna wallow

In self pity

It's happy hour on a sad train

I need these drinks to dull the pain

So don't you question how do I cope

Oh can't you see there is no hope

No reason though it rhymes

21 hours just me and mine

My horrible memories are back again