I keep breaking all the promises

That I keep making to myself

You'd think by now that I'd be over this

Instead I'm feeling sorry for myself



So why does everything seem so desperate now

I should be feeling so alive

But it feels like something's missing

Something's wrong somehow

It feels like something

Deep inside has died



So why do I feel desperate now

Why do I feel like dying

Why do I feel desperate now

Why do I feel desperate now



I keep breaking all the promises

That I keep making to myself

But the promises mean nothing to me anymore

Circling the drain...

Spiraling to hell...



So why do I feel desperate now

Why do I feel like dying

Why do I feel desperate now

Why do I feel desperate now