[In Backround]

I feel you Pablo



[Petey Pablo]

This Petey Pablo

April the 9th, 19-2000

Diary of a sinner, huh, 1st entry



[Verse 1]

Dear diary, this the 1st time

I had a chance to sit and just think with a clear mind

has a homeboy stressed out for a little while, few things ain't work out

could somebody come out or it's about 3:29, i'll give it about another hour

I'm over here at your man house

on your man couch, just puttin these thoughts down

maybe this right here one day will be worth something

before we start messin up

you know you get big when you leave, it's a damn shame

but that's the way that it gotta be huh,

Look at Malcolm X, Martin Luther King

Marvin Gaye, Tupac, B.I.G. and Big Pun damn this pen messy



[Chorus]

a motherfucker had thought

and I had to write em down

it's the diary, of a sinner

a motherfucker had thought

then I had to write em down

liven life as a born loser

liven in a world that I didn't see ohhh



[Verse 2]

damn, I'm back, I had to change pen, I done got ink everywhere

all over my hand, and on my pant and how in the hell I get it way down there

just can't get it right

seem that everything I do just fall on one side

but I can say one thing, I dont always get mine, and I dont ever stop tryin

feel like I was here before my time

people say when they hear my rhyme

people see it when they look in my eye it's like ?

like 35 years on a 26 year life

i done walk so many miles in these shoes

I'm surprise that the bottom ain't wore out

I'm about to go take a walk right now



[Chorus]



[Verse 3]

mmmm hmmm

it wha go