what am i to do? numb to pain the feelings gone
shut out myself to everything i knew. the old me
wouldn't feel this way, i guess it's true,
everything comes back to you someday. can't let
myself be that way again. done lying, done
fighting to lose. is happiness today worth more
than the truth? too tired, to try finding the
reason i'm being punished like this. dried blood
on my hands, the only proof of what i've done it
may not be right but revenge is what i need. i
wake up in a cold sweat on the floor, it wasn't
real, i lay back down to live that dream again
never waking would be good for now