Colorblind

Reaching to the back of mind

Terrified

Shifting in and out of time

Fear overcoming my senses

Waiting is agony

Point of intensity increasing

Dreaming, forbidden anxiety

Screaming....distortion



Pressure builds, suffocate

Smothered by a feeling unable to control it

Magnify amplify

Smaller than a needle's eye

Pressure builds....distortion



Sickened mind, mirage or reality

Gonna break, I'm gonna break

Open mind, door closing fast on me

Gonna break, well I'm gonna break

Distortion



Blackness so cold

Unending descending transcending my soul

Distortion

Blackness so cold

Density crushing me

Weight of the world's distortion



Crazed stage, ill faze

Weight of the world's pain



Bow down, bow down, bow down to

Distortion



Punching through the other side

Paralyzed, kneeling, unable to control it

Petrified, nullified

Bigger than all space and time

Pressure builds....distortion



The pressure's getting to me

And I can't do much about it, you know?

Sometimes I just sit around the house

and I say to myself

Looking at these four walls

And I say "What the fuck am I alive for, huh?"

What am I alive for?