It's all too clear now

Well I been running away

Almost on the hour of mostly every day

Now I see colors

That I never seen

And now reddest of them all so vibrant out of me

Without you

I don't know how to be

See this zero

The lowest of the low

I let you take me down until lower I could not go

Now I see scars

I willingly made

I facilitated one need

Now here I lay

Tell me what was I

What was I thinking

Tell me what was I

What was I thinking

Tell me what was I

What was I thinking

Tell me what was I

What the hell was I thinking