here's something beautiful

now smash it to bits

save your little wheelchair empowerment films

save your swoons i'm spoken for

it isn't pretty to think so

but i can't feign interest now

dreaming of the fistfight i never got into

thinking of the mean shit i wish i'd said to you

such a fancy lady call her secretina

she didn't get all the good stuff

but she looked like you

like a zero drowning in a sea of higher numbers

everything you say to me is dumb,

(at least it's stupid)

twenty heavy hammers smashing down

here's a doorstep you can never darken

you complain about an overflowing cup.

don't forget that i'm the one who filled that fucker up

like a zero drowning in a sea of higher numbers

i remain as ever intrigued but no more astounded

like a zero drowning in a sea of higher numbers

i think that i like you better when you just ignore me

so i sit and notice shadows growing

i think of how the clocks are slowing

hoping hope's eternal flowing springs will do their thing and save me

from myself

like a zero drowning in a sea of higher numbers

i remain as ever intrigued but no more astounded

like a zero drowning in a sea of higher numbers

you want ego? i will show you ego

i'm jealous now