I heard you call my name

but now it's not the same

when i hear your voice half way across the country

locked up in the van

you'll never understand

this hole inside me

I have got responsibilities you have got them too

I'm trying but what am I supposed to do

every time i drift off in your blue eyes thinking

about the angels voice on the phone

I get that sinking feeling I'm never going home

sometimes I let myself get so down I can barely hold my head up to say

I'm alive and well and I'm coming home someday

I'm on the outside looking in at what you said to me

your words soft spoken in dream

another night I saw your face you smiled at me

just an illusion it may seem...

get it out of my head



and so I'm stranded here

and there's so much more to fear but i know it will be over someday

everytime i think about your soft smile dreaming about the girl i needed to see

i feel a bit uneasy

the dark is upon me

sometimes i myself be afraid if the next days going to fall

then i tell myself it's okay

and then looking in at what you said to me

your soft spoken in a dream

another night alone I saw your face

you smiled at me

just an illusion it may seem...

get it out of my head