I am the beholder

Of what the future might bring

Have no longer a part in

The belief of our blood divine

No matter what choices I make

They are now a part in my life

Dark impressions surrounding my mind

As they enter in my subconscious



It feels like I am cursed and sentenced

Banished away from this realm

They stole what was left of me

Rang the curfew of life



I asked for answers

But all I got was lies

Perhaps they didnt mean it that way

But still...

Frightened by their presence

Denied their existance for years

But as my knowledge grew older

I realised they have examined me piece by piece



In this era of changes

I cannot remember my past

My dreams and memories

An essenial part of me

Years of struggling

To figure out when they arrived

I found the horrible truth

In this era of changes



I smell the brimstone

I can see the owl

They are all around me

Watching every step I take

My mind rejects the scenario

Overwhelmed by fear

Too vast for me to grip or handle

My mind chooses the easy way out



"They have been here for centuries, perhaps since

The beginning of time, and have in silence been

manipulating the genetic evolution of our breed.

Documents of their presence, their part in

The scientific revolution found as way back

as in the time of the ancient sumerians."



I can't take no more

I can't handle the truth

I'm losing controll

I'm losing my mind



In this era of changes

I cannot remember my past

My dreams and memories

An essenial part of me

Years of struggling

To figure out when they arrived

I found the horrible truth

In this era of changes