I am the only one

who understands me

in my ebony dreams

why can't I be just like them

...happy



life is gone

beautiful, suffering

my eyes drown, in delusion



my body paled and cold, let the

silence bloom I never will arise

in your arms again



now, with her hand, she closed my eyes

and gave me the last kiss, her tears drip

in my pool of blood



but, I've died with a

smile, 'cause no one did really search the

tenderness which sleeped in me, no



why could I not feel the love which flows through

all of our souls it was the fear that I never could fall in it



but so I'm gone and no one can bring me back

now shed tears what you on earth never did for me



now, they weep on my grave

weep they all just for me

now, I'm sad about my mistake



why can't I return to earth, why?

there so many who loved me really

o. pain