They Tell Me I Have To Get Out Of Bed

They Tell Me I Have To Keep Up My Strength

I've Got To Eat Something

I'm Hoping That The Taste Will Kill Me

I Have Agonized To Find A Different Way



And There Is No Soothing For The Boiling Of My Skin

There Is No Comfort Here



So What If I'm Standing Here?

I Still Hurt From My Hair To My Feet

I Know This Is Nothing Now But Once It Was Everything



They Tell Me I Have To Get Up And Dressed

They Tell Me I Have To Start Getting Out

I've Got To Keep Busy

Maybe Exhertion Will Do Me In

I Have Been Defiled A Thousand Different Ways



There Is No Pressure For The Hemorraging

There Is No Healing Me



So What If I'm Walking Now?

I Still Burn Every Time That I Breathe

I Know This Is Nothing Now But Once It Was Everything



It Rips Me From My Dreams

I Swear I Hear Your Voice

I Run From Room To Room To Find You



So What If I'm Walking Now?

I Still Burn Every Time That I Breathe

I Know This Is Nothing

Nothing

To Me This Is Everything