in fitful dreams

i screamed your words

remembered him inside of her

my lover gone

dripped from my lips

like liquid through me so elusive -

i drank from your hands

i drank from your mouth

You poured into me

until I was drowned

i had no breath

was drunk on you

i would have given

it all to you

to you to you

in restless sleep.

vision of two

i screamed your words

with hope I too

would become sacred

I too could fly

but my wings are wet

my mouth too dry

to kiss you Goodbye

to kiss you Goodbye

to kiss you Goodbye

i drank from your hands

i drank from your mouth

You poured into me

Until I was drowned

I had no breath

was DRUNK on you

I WOULD HAVE GIVEN

IT ALL TO YOU

to you