it's been so long,

living on my back stripped so long

my head is torn,

thinking of way back forgotten it all



father you've gone,

broken kid left back

gone so long

childhood left lost, whipped boy,

his brain crashed screams

yelled through the halls

breaking in, crushing, you stoled!

failed

try to tie the things you told!

failed

leave again, bring on back, so come again!

failed

turned away your fuckin lies!

failed

life so young, didn't even try!

failed

leave again, crawl on back, so come again,

come again, come again!



lies told left me scarred

pointed fingers blamed me sowing

seed left spoiled childhood hero failed me...