Like a feeling that i'm down

Down inside my heart

Like i'm looking out through

Splitting bloodred

Windows in my heart

From a higher up than heaven

And a harder down than stone

Shake the fear that always clawing

Pulls me clawing down alone

As i spitting splitting bloodred

Breaking windows in my heart

And the past is taunting

Fear of ghosts

Is forcing me apart

And the further i get

>from the things that i care about

The less i care about

How much further away i get...

I am lost again

With everything gone

And more alone

Than i have ever been

I expect you to understand

To feel it too

But i know that even if you will

You cannot ever help me

Nor can i

Ever help you