my heart is deceived by my eyes

my actions in the name of beauty

i'm sickened and strangled by myself

that i would allow an unyielded desire

to lead me astray

put to shame by my lack of trust

i confess my faults with tears

manifestations of Your grace fill me

revelations of forgiveness

wounds healed by wounds

the Father's mercy peace beyond understanding love from You that i don't deserve

i shut my eyes i still my feelings

listening with closed eyes

i rest in Your guidance

trusting You sensing You

i listen and hear...abide in me