Hate consumes me

i search for release

time is the only answer

My conscience weighs so heavily

on my soul so heavily

I will continue alone

share nothing

Pierce my eyes

dreams i only wished for

secrets never anyone elses

Careless and pointless

followed the temptation

to the wrong destination

deflection of the truth

staring back at me

strength under the sheets

decisions make themselves

forget to love

no feelings

they will never come

this will never fix it

it will never fill the moment