we finished what we had, we had created

this big rolling ball, tore us apart

this is for the record I never meant the pain

spitting volcano, waiting to explode

that's how it is, that's where we are

yes it was good, but it went too far

it's hard to let go, when no one can talk

two years on, we're learning to walk

sometimes when I sleep, if I ever sleep at all

I dream of you, standing in the cold

most of the time, I'm too tired to talk

too scared to reveal, to show you it all

that's how it is, that's where we are

yes it was good, but it went too far

it's hard to let go, when no one can talk

two years on, we're learning to walk

I'm reading a page, cobwebs of rage

I'm building a cage for you to embrace

forever the fool, forgetting my lines

I'm lost in sublime, healing in time

that's how it is...