No more invisible speechless, deaf and blind child

With neglected pleasures being addicted to denial

Floating through time, gravitating towards a warm arm

With an appetite for the emptiness that promises no harm



No more uncontrollable eruptions of emotional depression

A primal S.O.S. from the barren prison or selfless expression that only the guilty with Innocent

Souls-know buried in social scar tissue of defective ego



No more relentless sifting through bodies seeking self

Settling through competitive combat for what’s left on the shelf

A mad melee of supply and demand driven by gullible pride that leads to sedating the you that suffocates inside



No more - forever no more - because I’ve unshut my eyes and the and the difference betweens God's words and Man's wills was realized seeing opposing parallel lives some liquid, other frozen

Let me to never seek from man what God has chosen



Then the negative whispering subsided and the panicking ceased the undercurrent suppression of pent - up terror was released as the mystery of the unknown manifested pristine clear

A positive message of truth entered my ear



Now, across me face is a brand new smile

With a newly revealed meaning of a "Destined Child"

A message of hope is being released from my heart

And I am overwhelmed with dedication to do my part



All I ever wanted was to be as I once was - Unbounded

Somehow it got all twisted and before long sounded

As though life was a continuous connive-thrive-drive

Choking out the simple joy of just being alive



Now I am filled with love and I sing a love song

A song for yesterday, today, tomorrow and beyond

My new prayer is- Thank You God For Setting Me Free

And Thank You God For Giving Me Back Me


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