I need to learn my own psychology



But it doesn't make it better when she's messing with me



The studs came down and she was drinking their shots



Take a good look at what you've dropped



I'm in the mood for some, mood for some, mood for repetition



But she changes so much that I'm deconditioned



Glancing through life when my thoughts are scattered



Maybe I'd just like to think that I mattered



Nights on her own or with other people



Nights with her own all those lovely people



Look at the town all the empty people



Look at the sea and all the drowning people



I have 80 minutes and they don't pass fast



Time is slow when you're the worst in the class



And it's dark round here and I feel so sound



Why look up when you feel so down?



She says she's joined a band but it's one that I'm in



Pathways are clear for a lifetime of sin



Cohesion is vague and the end unclear



Countdown to breakdown is drawing near



The only ever things that drive me away



Are the things people do and the things that they say



And the smell of the city leaves me sick



Conditions are fine for a lunatic



I remember things weren't always the same



But when I used to care I got a bad name



It leaves me searching for atmosphere



Coz mediocrity is something I fear



And she dances with me in the depths of night



She glitters like the stars shining in twilight



In the dark she's fine but in the dawn she flips



That's why I wait for an eclipse



And I want to talk but I get no advice



The fragments of my feelings in the pale moonlight



I continue to burn she continues to glow



And a stream of conversation becomes a flow...