I'm sitting in this sleazy hotel room

Somewhere along the rocky road of doom

Looking back at my life and wondering what went wrong

Trying to turn these feelings into a song



I guess I've always been some kind of a fake

And sometimes I do feel like a flake

But I see where I have come from so clear

And the weight that I've been carrying many years



Fresh blue waters cleanse me

Give me wisdom and help me find the key

In the lap of the sea I'm free

And the future will be better than the past

I have learned from my mistakes and that will last



It's unbelievable how I did lie

To myself but at least now I know why

I'm so sorry for some things that I have done

I want to make it up and feel the sun