The world is calmingly collapsing

and seizures of panic burn me

I'm paralyzed with amazement

Life has no color

nor scent

Without taste or warmth



It's vivid yet gray

I have sunk to the bottom



Colored reality

that lasts for a night

Pulling you through another day

Fills your soul

with false excitement



It doesn't get any better this

nor worse

A glimpse to the past

can release a fair share of treasures



What i've considered to be bliss



Illusions

Fantasies

Lies



It will all end up in betrayal

but you won't feel it



Sweet words to soften your pride

A smile to smite you down

and a knife in the back

to finish it up



Oh the bliss

upon you in your sleep

a poor

pathetic lie



And your world is calmingly collapsing

And everything is gray

And everybody...

All are gray...



Flowing with the mass

to the sewers of life

The maze of life

The sewers of life...



Don't beg the skies

Answers will not come from above

Shatter your icons

Burn them to dust



Bury those dead

Common feelings are thrown aside

Common goals are but a dream



Now i'm the center of the universe



No feelings nor love can stand in my ways

I have burnt the last bridge

which attaches me to them

I have said the last goodbyes

I've buried most of my deeds



I am who I am

I am what I am

I am no god

I am no daemon

I am worse



Now bow down and take your place

Let the orgy begin