The sun is high and I'm surrounded by sand

For as far as my eyes can see

I'm strapped into a rocking chair

With a blanket all over my knees



I, I am a stranger to myself

And nobody knows I'm here

When I looked into my face

It wasn't myself I'd seen

But who I've tried to be



I'm thinking of things I'd hoped to forget

I'm choking to death in a sun that never sets

I clogged up my mind with perpetual greed

And turned all of my friends into enemies

And now the past has returned to haunt me



I'm scared of God

And scared of hell

And I'm caving in upon myself

I'm scared of God

And scared of hell

And I'm caving in upon myself



How can anyone know me

When I don't even know myself?

(xToFade)