Ive been hiding in my bedroom

And my head's twisting 'round

Under starry skies Im sleeping

Im going up, Im going down



Ive been manic on the phone again

Understand it's not my mouth

A neverending guessing game again

This cursed thought is going south

Im going up, Im going down



Crying lonely, laugh out loud

Trying mostly

Wont you show me, show me how

If you could only



You can say Im only dreaming

But it's all that I can see

You can pray to hollow idols

But I carry them with me



Crying lonely, laugh out loud

Trying mostly

Wont you show me, show me now

If you could only