now i will tell you what i've done for you

50 thousand tears i've cried

screaming deceiving and bleeding for you

and you still won't hear me

don't want your hand this time i'll save myself

maybe i'll wake up for once

not tormented daily defeated by you

just when i thought i'd reached the bottom

i'm dying again



i'm going under

drowning in you

i'm falling forever

i've got to break through

i'm going under



blurring and stirring the truth and the lies

so i don't know what's real and what's not

always confusing the thoughts in my head

so i can't trust myself anymore

i'm dying again



i'm going under

drowning in you

i'm falling forever

i've got to break through



so go on and scream

scream at me i'm so far away

i won't be broken again

i've got to breathe i can't keep going under