recite, i feel everything, relight my own joy in this, my own faggot fantasy, t.v. series lightbulb coffin, reborn, skinless nightmare, no words only questions, like me, only everyone wants, feel this feeling nothing



nothing....do i care

brings me.....lie to me

fucking.....happiness

can i......hate myself



push me through all closed doors, and i can't find my way, i want to feel human, and i am what gives it away, nothing can be done



ugly, i am nothing but send me to my crucifix, raping, falling inside out, plaing what i used to be, would he, collect his own mind, my own is not pure and whole, piece this, less is what i am, love is a wonderful thing to hate



(repeat chorus