to kill the whitest looking dove,

to hate everything you love

and im trying to pretend

oh in wanting life to end

that i am not another stupid

little teenage fucking whore



and now i know

and we will see



to take this handgun to my eyes

and watch my cells start to rise

the flesh now starts to break as the

bullet enters like a snake

through one side of my head

and out the other side



and now i know

and we will see



and im scared to live tonight

and im bare to shed this plight



and im scared to live tonight

and im bare to shed this plight

(please tell me im not wanted)

watch the bones rip through my flesh

a catharsis of my own distress

(please tell me im not wanted)



and now i know

and we will see