You're gripping my hand not letting go of it

Why don't you leave me alone

Too bleed to death I'm nothing but trouble

Can't you understand that

My decision is made no-ones controlling it

The fear of life it's fucking worth dying

Even though its all in the head

I keep on wishing i was just dead



Pain is real

Misery i feel

Hate made me

I can not break free



This is my life in vain

All these lives I've changed

Rising above my loss

Leaving the things I've crossed



My decision is made you can't betray me

It's not worth living with things I've seen

I know you're trying to keep me sane

But the only thing I'm going insane

Never mind what's on my mind

I've been keeping it in far too long

Even though my life is a waste

There's lots of things I'm yet to taste