I am seeing tunnel vision in a world thats dark and cold,

I cannot believe how much I've changed since the days of old,

I know it's temporary but I need to focus straight,

I cannot believe I lost control of my fate,



I need forgiveness from the people I truely care about,

I need support behind my back to help me spit it out I am gonna win,

I can't afford to blow this one,



I hate myself sometimes,

I love myself,

I need this way of life because it holds me.

If contradictions the way of life, happiness is wealthyness is healthy



now I've made it through those lies and deceit,

I think whats done is done and I can't complain anymore i am sure,

now that I've found myself again it feels great

I can't believe I'd lost control of my fate.



I need forgiveness from the people I truely care about,

I need support behind my back to help me spit it out

I am gonna win,

I can't afford to blow this one,



I hate myself sometimes,

I love myself,

I need this way of life because it holds me



I hate myself sometimes,

I love myself,

I need this way of life because it holds me.

If contradictions the way of life,

happiness is wealthyness is healthy (4x)