I changed my life for you and all that you could do

Is betray me, how could you play me

You got me doing things I know I shouldn't do

Am I crazy to live this way see



I know I'm wrong, I'm shamed everyday

We're not as one, but you think it's okay

My life is not meant to be lived this way, this way

You promised me one day we would be

Husband and wife but it seems to me

You're moving further away from me, from me



Lord I'm trying to do what's pleasing in your sight

But I'm in love, right now I'm caught up

Instead of leaving, I know that you'll be right by my side

And you'll make a way, just have your way



I spent too much time playin wife on many nights

Keepin you happy, giving you all of me

I wake up every morning feeling guilty cause you're lying next to me

Father forgive me, thought by now we'd be married



Four months ago you promised me

By now I'd have my wedding ring

You've shown no committment to me, to me

I cannot blame you for using me

If I continue to let this be

Cause shacking with a man just ain't me, ain't me



Lord I'm trying to do what's pleasing in your sight

But I'm in love, right now I'm caught up

Instead of leaving, I know that you'll be right by my side

And you'll make a way, just have your way