to swallow my pridewould be too easy

but i need your magnifying glass heart to find the ounce of respect i once had for myslef

after turning my days and nights to ruin

i should cut your throat like the rope that tied my hands

well whose hands are tied up now

whose hands

knowing your breathing

everyting we had then

the very thought of you

makes me want to cut my fucking throat

die forever

ill never step out of this room til the sun goes down for the last time

i cant look into your beautiful eyes again

i thik i'll stay where the movies are bad and the endings are long and drown you out

your face cuts so easily

too late to take back the heartless words you said to me

things that brought us together now tearing us apart

i'm removing the life from you which you so call a heart

i wait anticipating the moment you choke on every word