do you ever want to leave yourself

and let misfortune take your soul?

worthless heavy heart

as I turn the switch and throw it away

misery seeps on my skin and I sit and stare

numb and mute

can anything else I touch break?

carry me away pain

look through the framework and impale my disgust

mistrust

I have nothing

none of it

please join in, but do you deserve it?

I beat fulfillment into white walls

fuck it we all cry and hate life as we choose it

bit by bit by broken piece we kill it

we grasp heavily as blood and

tears drip through our hands

the light in my eyes

unsettled in my actions

kill them