I force myself through another day

Can't explain the way today just fell apart like everything

Right in my face

And I try to be the one

I can't accept this all because of you I've had to walk away

From everything

I'm afraid to be alone

Afraid you'll leave me when I'm gone

I'm afraid to come back home

Another sleepless night again

Hotel room my only friend and friends like that just don't add up

To anything

And I try so hard to be

Everything that I could never take away from you again

I heard you say

I cannot forget

I live with regret

I live through this

I can't see through this

I can't do this anymore