I'm less than nothing and holding my nerves

Exposed and lonely, addiction draws me near

Designed to crush me a six year haze as the substance lets me down

Cause it's not real and that's why

It's how I always want to feel so let's die

before the secrets get revealed

I'm falling over from scratches built through time

For timeless mistakes, my memories dissolve

and all I know are these scars

And it's not real and that's why

It's how I always want to feel so let's die,

before the secrets get revealed

I've tried but nothing can ever appeal

and if you don't mind I'd like to throw it all away

Well I've been down that road, the sober soldier

I doubt I'll make it home so get me away from here,

before I fall apart

Cause it's easy to do and it feels and it seems true

But it's not real and that's why

Its how I always want to feel so let's die,

before the secret gets revealed

I've tried but nothing ever can appeal

and if you don't mind I'd like to throw it all away