I was scared of losing you and I still am

But now youre out of my life after trying as hard as I can

And I dont even know my true feelings for you

But theyre a lot stronger than I ever knew

You gave my life something different and fun

You were my light, my sun

And after you left like I knew you would

I thought I couldnt go on but I realized that I should



Theres so many feeling Ive kept inside

Because of your harsh words that make me run and hide

You hoot and scream at me everyday

Im scared of this side of you in every way

But I still have this love for you in my heart

Yet I cant wait til the day we part



Im sorry for acting the way I did

But there was nothing else I could do, you treat me like a kid

Im not the person you see in your mind

Im a lot better than that, more polite and more kind

And you continue to degrade me like you do

Im sorry Im not as good as you

But thats not the way I like to be

So get used to it cause this is me



But



Theres so many feeling Ive kept inside

Because of your harsh words that make me run and hide

You hoot and scream at me everyday

Im scared of this side of you in every way

But I still have this love for you in my heart

Yet I cant wait til the day we part



I look forward to the days were we dont talk

Everyday I pass you and I continue to walk

I can hear you mumble something to me

And I turn around expecting you to snicker at my personality

But you end up flashing me a smile

And say, Wow, we havent talked in a while

You act like you truly care about what I think of you

But I know better to believe that and I know its not true



But



Theres so many feeling Ive kept inside

Because of your harsh words that make me run a