When i'm asleep

I leave the light on

And try to breathe

Relive the moment i was born

I feel the breeze

It feels electric

Then mockery

Another headache i reject



Suppose the feeling's real

You'd never know

Suppose it's what you feel

You'll never know



That's what i don't understand

That's what i don't know



Now i'm awake

I leave the light on

And take a swim

Beneath the rocks and undertow

I try to scream

I don't remember where i've been

A trampoline

Another lack of oxygen



Suppose the feeling's real

You'd never know

Suppose it's what you feel

You'll never know



I open my mouth but there's

Nothing to swallow down

I'm scratching my face like there's

Something, farther down



It's like a drug

I turn the light off

And pull the plug

But still it always comes back on



Suppose you change your mind

And back again

Suppose you had more time

And adrenaline


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