tears dripping on the ground

I see this barrel staring up at me

will the trigger set me free

my legs are shaking as I

decide if I'll consider one more try

or if I'll end it all tonight



I need to know that someone cares

I need to know that someone's here

cause that's never been the case with me

so I will bow out gracefully

and save everyone the breath

that they don't need to waste on me



anywhere is better than here

my body limits me from my dreams

I'm more alive when I'm asleep

destination unknown right now

I see my soul dancing in the sky

free from all this pain and strife

I cried up high last night I begged

I begged for you to come down and to

help me with my life

but I haven't heard back from you

that's ok cause I am through

its too late now I made up my mind



all I need is someone to take my hand

and tell me that I'll be ok

I'm not as alone as it seems



I want out



tears falling to the ground

that's the last one I will loose

you cut me up so I'll show you



all I need is someone to take my hand

and tell me that I'll be ok

I'm not as alone as it seems

say my good-byes to my misery

this is the last of it I will see

cause I want out I am through

its hard to live when you know

no one cares for you