Trained to fail before I could walk

Now I'm undoing 20 years of lies I've been taught

Not always easy let the past be forgot,

when memories keep you caught

Let's travel back, now hold up stop, why

Cuz if I dwell on the past I get focussed to who I'm not

I strive to stay away but that ain't easy

When who I was wants to control my destiny testing me

Man, it's got me tripping

its in these moments of despair I feel my foundation's slipping

Its starts ripping leaving me broken

Now I'm completely confused and I'm vulnerable and open

I try to run, but who am I running from?

See, what within myself this battle has come

So basically, You say it's up to me

Cuz I'm my greatest ally or my worst enemy



BRIDGE

I stepped out of my body to let God slide in

Although I'm still dressed in flesh I spiritually died in

Alive in Christ, a new creation started breathing

Life exists and through this came completion (x2)



CHORUS

Get your mind body and soul under control

Who am I? Identify

Who are You? All is new



I feel like my soul keeps challenging my spirit

And my spirit keeps challenging my soul

Which ever one I choose to excersize the most

Will be the one to obtain control

Man, I feel like I got multi-personalities

I dabble in multi-mentalities

My own thoughts hold me captive in a world of confusion

As the monipulation increases gradually

Now If a lies placed before me and I buy into it

Then am i responsible for the deception?

If I have no acceptance

Who's to blame for these feelings of rejection?

Man I bring these feelings of confusion

I challenge all that my heart believes

I'm the one that drags my past up from the grave

telling myself I w