It's not fair, it's not even close

you tied me down

where I'm forced to watch as you poke holes

in every part of me

containing something secretly

something sacred to me



I lied my face off when I said that I would be ok

it's never fine when you go away

these cuts run deep, these scars are permanent

and always on display

this make things difficult for me



It's not fair, it's not even close

you fed me the sun,

burned me up inside

and watched me choke

on everything we did

on everything we lived

let's see if I can live again



I lied my face off when I said that I would be ok

it's never fine when you go away

these cuts run deep, these scars are permanent

and always on display

this makes things difficult for me



head like an empty sterile room

somehow I made a mess

like watching newborn babies crack

from work related stress



head like a empty sterile room

somehow I made a mess

like watching newborn babies crack

from work related stress



I'm bad luck,

can't fuck,

got no reflection today

maybe I'll stay down next time I get hit by a train

by a train



I lied my face off when I said

that I whould be ok

it's never fine when you go away