I remember all the times that you stared at me

And you told me I was something to be proud of

Took a walk to the corner store in 85'

And again in 86'

In 87' i got high for the first time

88' it was my favorite pass time

89' I was inches from the mainline

On divine I'm doin' fine



This beast doesn't let me go!

It's makin' me!

(feel so strong)

I'm trying to re-create insanity!

(feel so strong)



Put myself in a program of recovery

Saw another side of life that was beautiful

It allowed to incorporate a way of life

That was meaningful to you

But you can never let go of the past

Sometimes the winner is really dead last

I know I'm clean

But my mind is so filthy, so filthy

So beautiful!



This beast doesn't let me go!

It's makin' me!

(feel so strong)

I'm trying to re-create insanity!

(feel so strong)



Don't rush me!

I'm fragile!

I wont bark

But I'll bite back, and I'll attack!



Do you belong?



This beast doesn't let me go!

It's makin' me!

(feel so strong)

I'm trying to re-create insanity!

(feel so strong)



I've been trying to get over

Being god but it's jus too much fun

To control