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I would swallow my pride

I would choke on the rhines

But the lack thereof would leave me empty inside

I would swallow my doubt

Turn it inside out

Find nothing but faith in nothing

Want to put my tender

Heart in a blender

Watch it spend round

To a beautiful oblivion

Rendezvous

Then I'm through with you



I burn burn like a wicker cabinet

Chalk white and oh so frail

I see our time has gotten stale

The tick-tock of the clock is painful

All sane and logical

I want to tear it off the wall

I hear words and clips and phrases

I think sick like ginger ale

My stomach turns and I exhale



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So Cal is where my mind states

But it's not my state of mind

I'm not as ugly sad as you

Or am I origami?

Folded up and just pretend

Demented as the motives in your head



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I alone am the one you don't know you need

Take heed feed your ego

Make me blind when you eyes close

Sink when you get close

Tie me to the bedpost



I alone am the one you don't know you need

You don't know you need me

Make me blind when you get close

Tie me to the bedpost



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Now I'm through with you!



Rendezvous

Then I'm through with you