it's been a summer



I'm cracked from my head down to my spine

ready to self destruct

at any time

and I'm trying to convince myself that the way I'm feeling is all I have

it could take a lifetime

to realize that you're alright



(but you said)

I know when you will come back

it's been a summer

it's burning up in here

even though the bed is cold on your side

I'd rather die than spend this night here without you

(without you)



I would try to fix these flaws of mine

if I could just see you (if I could just see you)

for one more time

and I'm trying to convince myself that the way I'm felling is all I have

I don't believe it sure fits

there's pity, but the truth brings:



I'll be the first one to know

if it's wrong for me to just let it go

I'll be the laughing stock of Florida

person most likely to find it saddening

it's fate that made you want for me 'til this day