it's been a while

Since i could...

Hold my head up high

It's been a while

Since i first saw you

It's been a while

Since i could stand

On my own two feet again

And it's been a while

Since i could call you



And everything i can't remember

As fucked up as it all may seem

Consequences that i've rendered

Have stretched myself beyond my means



It's been a while

Since i could say

That i wasn't addicted

It's been a while

Since i could say

I loved myself as well and...

It's been a while

Since i've gone and fucked things up

Just like i always do

It's been a while

But all that shit seems to disappear when i'm with you



And everything i can't remember

As fucked up as it all may seem

Consequences that i've rendered

Gone and fucked things up again... again



Why must i feel this way?

Just make this go away

Just one more peaceful day

But then i go an fuck things up again



It's been a while

Since i could...

Look at myself straight

It's been a while

Since i said i'm sorry

It's been a while

Since i've seen the way

The candles light your face

It's been a while

But i can still

Remember just the way you taste



Everything i can't remember

As fucked up as it all may seem

To me... i know this pain

I can not blame this on my father

He did the best he could for me



It's been a while

Since i could...

Hold my head up high

It's been a while

Since i said i'm sorry


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