Aware, yet unaware. Falling, falling, why?

Blind! Ignorance the key, stupidity overrides

My thoughts belong to me, although my mind rebels

Reality, shaded meaning, denial is my cell



Killing my mind



Victimize my own belief

Defy myself! Find no relief

Obtrusive walls cannot reveal

Cast out myself and all I feel



My eyes refuse to se all I must endure

Revealing walls of doubt, reality so obscure

Searching, I'm searching, it's one who's deep within

Beside myself I stand and now I must begin



Killing my mind



Victimize my own belief

Defy myself! Find no relief

Obtrusive walls cannot reveal

Cast out myself and all I feel



The self inside is so sincere

Avoid the truth, the honest fear

Intensify all that remains

Bind it now with self restraints



Victimize my own belief

Defy myself! Find no relief

Obtrusive walls cannot reveal

Cast out myself and all I feel