On the morning

i woke up and screamed out loud

my god what happened to the life

that once made me so proud

thoughts of dying

thoughts of living past today

they scream through my head openly

in an open minded state

now im stuck here

bloody flesh and bones and skin

its not what happened to my mind

this is just the mess im in

cant i break, all these chains

im sad

where were you, i need you

im sad

we could be, wait and see

im sad

but of course im not, sane again

im sad when you werent old enough to choose



can i take that

what i want back

can i take back what i deserve,

or will i be left untill,

everyone is dead

what will i

take for my self

can i take back what i deserve,

or will i be left until

everyone is dead



now im stuck here,

bloody flesh bones and skin

its not what ive done to my life

its just the mess im in

when i break free

from the things that hold me here

encumbered by, the sweet embrace

of many well earned tears

i can speak now,

from my heart and to my head

im losing touch,

im holding on to corpses of words said



cant i break, all these chains

im sad

where were you, i need you

im sad

we could be, wait and see

im sad

but of course im not, sane again

im sad when you werent old enough to choose



can i take that

what i want back

can i take back what i deserve,

or will i be left untill,

everyone is dead

what will i

take for my self

can i take back what i deserve,

or will i be left until

everyone is dead