Creeping up again

Lost myself and it's too late

Killing time again

Waiting for my only fate

Trapped within the cage

That I've built

With my own hands



Can't release the rage

Shattered life and broken plans

If I knew myself

I wouldn't keep on doing this

But I trick myself

And believe with just one kiss



I can't believe the things

I do All for the

Sake of pleasing you



In the dark again

Afraid to move but

Can't sit still

Killed my heart again

To myself I give this pill

If I was myself I'd find

Strength to push away

But I hurt myself And

I weaken more each day



I can't believe the things

I do All for the sake of

Pleasing you As

I come to know you

My disgust grows a new

As you tighten your grip

My worn throat is slowly slit



I can't believe the things

I do All for the sake

Of pleasing you

I should just stop and let

You know But I'm afraid

Of letting go Letting go