I don't even know if he still thinks of me

Once he got on board that unforgiving train

I imagine that he whiled away the time

Through the cold Grey morning and the city rain

Thinking of somebody else who'll run to him

Who'll ask him "Did you miss me maybe now and then?"

Laughing he'll say "Well I met this funny girl,

But just a summer thing I won't see her again"



Oh God I hope I'm wrong

But I'm not feeling very strong

I've been so up and down so sad

So happy feeling good and bad

I'm young I'm old I laugh I cry

I tell the truth but that's a lie

I've been so in and out so wild

so well behaved so pure defiled

It’s only to demand

That’s why I hate to say

The night I’d

The night I’d



And no I wasn't crazy to do what we did

I even wish I'd been a bit more crazy still

And kept a little more of him to see me through

He loved me all he could I never had my fill

And then I'm back inside my room he knows so well

I feel again the way he moved I take it slow

I talk to him and he becomes a part of me

And then I know he'll never let the summer go



Oh God I hope I'm right

I won't give in without a fight

And I can take the words they throw

At me for none of them could know

That we had something very few

Will ever find their whole life through

I wouldn't change a single day

Although the price I have to pay

Is all this loneliness

An emptiness that's breaking me apart

It tears me up it pulls me down and then

It wraps around my heart



It’s only truth that makes us see

Does he remember all he said to me

I've been so up and down so sad

So happy feeling good and bad

I'm young I'm old I laugh I cry

I tell the truth but that's a lie

I've been so in and out so wild

So well behaved so pure defiled



But oh this loneliness

Does he remember all he said to me

But I can take the words they know

That we had something very few

We’ll ever find their whole life through

I wouldn't change a single day

Although the price I have to pay

Is all this loneliness