Cannot grow pretend to bleed

in a trough of gray I kneel to feed

stare forward, glare behind

looking for what I cannot find

am I the soil or the seed



Can't tell what inside anymore

Could be I'm alright like before

black or white I lost my sight

Can't tell what's inside anymore



An angry child, never seen

since I got my wings I'm never free

mirror, mirror to me you show

someone that I do not know

in a lonely house I look for Thee