Now I guess it's too late to speculate

On things as they might have been

That given the time, you'd read my mind

And know there was love within

I could loudly exclaim we felt the same

But not in all honesty

Now you'll never know

How could you know the friend that you had in me



I've got so much to learn now

Lessons I never had

When you lose a friend forever

Hurts so bad

Ooh it hurt me so bad



I had always believed that you and me

Were connected by destiny

But the time never came

It sounds so lame

Is it all just my vanity?

Am I the only one to feel the sun

Exactly the way I do?

When you sang how you felt I'd tell myself

Maybe someday I'll sing with you



I've got so much to hope for

Dreams that I've never had

When you've got no one to share them

Hurts so bad

Ooh it hurt me so bad



I have an ideal I think is real

But I just can't find it

I believe that one day

I'll melt away into that lost horizon



Ooh it hurt me so bad

That you had an ideal you knew was real

And you went out to find it

And you found it one day

You've gone to stay into that lost horizon