Black thoughts fill my brain making me crazy

This I can't take, what to make of this fakery

Trickery, crimes that form pure insanity

It's not fair to me for me to be this, see

For me to feel this way, every single day I say

That there is no way this should be, but all I see

Are demons and everything is decieving

Just fooling my eyes, people I thought were on my side

Family and friends blow my mind, and I find all it is

It's a crime and my anger builds up within and I

Want to scream and scream, throw my soul up in a bind

I hope you'll find in time the answer to keep your dreams from dyin

It's too late to save my life; rage, fear, pain, and my body dies



My bad days

I don't know what is real

My mad days

Don't give a fuck, I'll kill

My sad days

Fuck the world, it's suicide

But on the mad days

Get back or everybody dies



Blood is gushing within my mind

I'm so fucking scared, crying all the damn time

It's a sign when your friends laugh behind your back

You should take a knife, cause they'll stab you like that

So strike it first, anger takes control, and your blood runs cold

In your body the specter of death floats in like a ghost

Soon shades of your past come spinning back

And forcefeed you the mistakes you made from the past

You won't have it, it's too sad to recall the death

Of your hope, love, happiness; no longer feel regret

Anger is the key to control, a security blanket

But when it all comes out, then it turns frightnin

Then it's the axe of the execution you're signin



My bad days

I don't know what is real

My mad days

Don't give a fuck, I'll kill

My sad days

Fuck the world, it's suicide

But on the mad d