i'm staring straight into the face of hell

you're so close and you can't even tell

i'm so wrapped up inside

because i don't have much to love



horrified i feel from pits unseen

falling off my pedestal of plentiful deeds

as it crumbles down on top of me

i contemplate my lack of love



come and save my soul

before it's not too late

i'm not afraid to admit

how much i hate myself



all these gongs and cymbals ring inside my head


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